Silver Creek Get Ready

Heston didn't look at her as she expelled the contents of her stomach, but he did stay - Amber's heart ached at his words. Joking... She was far from joking, and the wistful, sorrowful look she gave Heston would have told him enough, but she spoke up too. This time, her words were much softer, kinder. 
 
               "I-I wanted to find you b-but.... I d-didnt think you'd want me....  J-Just Spring...."

Stumbling over her words awkwardly, Amber broke any eye contact and dropped her ocean orbs to her paws. Yes, she'd wanted to search out Heston when she'd gone into heat - but she'd just been too far, and too many thoughts of the posibility he and Spring were getting closer wracked her brain. Now, she would get an answer - and so help her god if he had no interest in the younger Ciel sister, Amber might just lose her mind. 

As glorified as Grayday was to her, Heston had been the one to alight the flame within her - to say he held her heart was a little extreme, but the almost white male was likely the head of her affections. Tears sprung to her eyes - real ones, not just tears brought on by hormones - and a sob bubbled in her throat. The obsidian femme could only choke out a meek apology as she shook with held back sobs. It was not the pups she felt bad about, just the idea that she might have hurt Heston - that there was some chance it was she who'd ruined any future with him. 

                                                 "I'm sorry, Heston...."