Otatso Wetlands You can break me if that's what you want

He did not know what Meldresi wanted for this boy; he could only guess, grasp at her vision and message. It was clear from what she was intending with the pack that she wanted a base of operations for the Dark Brotherhood in Teekon Wilds, somewhere safe, dark, with hidden nooks and crannies that they could exploit to bewilder any enemies who dared corner them. Xan was no Dark Brother, even if he had stayed in the Woods for so long. Whether or not he believed in Mephala and Sithis was unknown to him as well, but he could only guess that his devotion to Meldresi translated into such.

First and foremost: make yourself happy. Find a safe place for you. That was what Meldresi offered, but she can no longer do so. You have to provide that for yourself. I believe that is what she intended to happen: to hold you safe until you could take care of yourself, It sounded sappy, but from what he could glean from the others who knew her in her final years, it resembled her gradual mellowing. But if anyone needs information or a job done, you can always direct wolves to the Dark Brotherhood, He doubted that she was completely soft; she did maintain the Dark Brotherhood after all.