November 20, 2016, 05:20 AM
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Kjalarr simply stared down at Maude when the pirate posed the question to him, asking if Ondine was his mate but in a way that sounded like something of an accusation to him. He swallowed and his ears slicked back to rest at half mast against his skull but not in shame. “I did what I had to,” He told her vaguely. “I did what was right, Maude. How would it have looked to my family if I showed up with her pregnant with my children and not call her my mate? It was wrong to let my instincts rule me so entirely and take her but I did and those children are mine. She is the mother of my children. What else was I to do?” He didn't necessarily feel like he had to justify anything to Maude but he explained nevertheless and told himself it was because he felt like she was accusing him (even if she wasn't) and he was defensive. Little did Kjalarr know that Ondine was not the only woman that could claim she was the mother of his child but he remained blissfully unaware of that and though sometimes he wondered back to that lust induced meeting he did not ever dwell upon it for too long.
The next question was regarding if he loved Ondine. He found that he didn't really have an answer. He didn't know her well enough to be able to claim if he loved her or not. Their coupling had been out of hormone ridden desire and their mateship was out of necessity, out of Kjalarr's desire to do right by her and the children she was carrying even though the mere thought of fatherhood was enough to cripple the viking with terror. “I don't know.” He told her honestly, simply.
[/td][/tr][/table]The next question was regarding if he loved Ondine. He found that he didn't really have an answer. He didn't know her well enough to be able to claim if he loved her or not. Their coupling had been out of hormone ridden desire and their mateship was out of necessity, out of Kjalarr's desire to do right by her and the children she was carrying even though the mere thought of fatherhood was enough to cripple the viking with terror. “I don't know.” He told her honestly, simply.
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I never meant to call you out - by Maude - November 13, 2016, 10:54 PM
RE: I never meant to call you out - by Kjalarr - November 14, 2016, 05:40 PM
RE: I never meant to call you out - by Maude - November 14, 2016, 05:58 PM
RE: I never meant to call you out - by Kjalarr - November 14, 2016, 06:52 PM
RE: I never meant to call you out - by Maude - November 14, 2016, 07:58 PM
RE: I never meant to call you out - by Kjalarr - November 15, 2016, 05:11 PM
RE: I never meant to call you out - by Maude - November 18, 2016, 10:58 PM
RE: I never meant to call you out - by Kjalarr - November 19, 2016, 04:04 AM
RE: I never meant to call you out - by Maude - November 19, 2016, 04:40 PM
RE: I never meant to call you out - by Kjalarr - November 20, 2016, 05:20 AM
RE: I never meant to call you out - by Maude - November 20, 2016, 09:35 AM
RE: I never meant to call you out - by Kjalarr - November 20, 2016, 10:21 AM
RE: I never meant to call you out - by Maude - November 24, 2016, 01:02 AM
RE: I never meant to call you out - by Kjalarr - November 26, 2016, 06:08 AM
RE: I never meant to call you out - by Maude - November 26, 2016, 10:27 PM
RE: I never meant to call you out - by Kjalarr - December 03, 2016, 06:56 AM
RE: I never meant to call you out - by Maude - December 05, 2016, 10:10 PM
RE: I never meant to call you out - by Kjalarr - December 10, 2016, 03:41 PM
RE: I never meant to call you out - by Maude - December 16, 2016, 09:39 AM
RE: I never meant to call you out - by Kjalarr - December 26, 2016, 05:28 AM