Stone Circle Den Pals

ooc: sweet lord, here we go ;-;

he offered his ears to listen to her and she couldn't be more thankful. krypton took a deep breath, preparing herself mentally for this moment. chaska would be the first wolf to know what happened; she wasn't sure if she was even ready to tell him. but she already asked him a favor, and she couldn't take back what she said. she sat down quietly, looking at her paws.

"when i left, i searched for my family for many days, as you and steady know. but... when i found them, i wasn't seen as a family member."  she took another deep breath, trying to solidify her shaky words.  "they attacked me, my own mother and father, they wanted me dead," she felt as if she couldn't go on, but knew she had to. her nails dug into the dirt as if she was using the ground as a stress-relieving ball. their words still floated in her head, "monster" and "sibling killer" and "disgrace".

her gaze never once lifted, she was too engrossed in memory. "i fled, barely escaping. but during that time.... the time i tried to heal my wounds, i realized something,"  she whispered, almost inaudibly. "my place is here, with everyone here, with my actual family,"  her ears airplaned, though her eyes lifted to look towards chaska. "but i also realized that i could never go back there and i was never missed after i left." oh boy, here come the waterworks. several tears dripped out of her tear ducts from her eyes as her face scrunched up and her shoulders shook. "they never wanted me back after what happened, they didn't want me anymore" she whimpered weakly, shutting her eyes.

"they saw me as a weak, spineless fool who was worth no more than the dirt they walked upon."