Swiftcurrent Creek Lost and Confused

I have a dark heart, When it's broken or I loose control of my darker emotions that darkness can make me lose every thing that I am ... and become nothing but a beastly brute, unable to speak, to think, to remember....

Ferdie lifted his head a little and loss control of his stomach contents the meat was just to heavy and rich after weeks of starvation. Not to mention the chunks where to large for him to digest properly

But that's never happened before...

He panted and stared longingly at the meat, then picked up one piece of the hardly digested meat and chewed it more thoroughly and tried to eat it again.

Rejection, rejection, rejection.... was more then I could bare;
then Bazi ....

Ferdie returned to trying to eat not able to look up at Serengeti Only Jace understood and only Jace stepped up to help him, Though Nightingale had tried and almost succeeded if it where not for Sky.
No one else cared and very soon the ultimate slap in the face was may happen, But his heart was already broken there was nothing more she could do to hurt him.