Moonspear saw the mistakes of up and down

(: a quick goodbye

she stood, body tightly gathered and eyes staring forward at what appeared like nothing. she was actually focused on a small leaf. it was small, shaped like a spade, and had a tear from the upper right side straight to the middle. she stared at it for a while before, finally, she let out a low call for @Charon and @Amekaze. she hoped they'd understand-- or at least try to be understanding. she didn't want to leave on a bad note... this just was not the place for her, not right now. so she stood, still tightly gathered, and waited.