The Sunspire Lay to rest

His ears flicked as the sound of another's voice shattered the silence and he lifted his head, turning electric blue eyes toward the female. He realized he must have looked nuts and wondered just how much she saw before giving a gentle sigh "No. I'm ill and broken. A shell of who I used to be" he stated bluntly and almost as if he was being dramatic despite them being real, his body quivered as another series of gags and coughs shook him. He was so tired of this, if he could just see Olive one last time maybe he could go off and the gods would let him die. How many times would he have to suffer through near death experiences before it actually happened?

There had been Marlowe who has smashed his skull so hard he lost his memory, Then he fell off a cliff during a storm into the ocean and nearly drowned, and then he ended up eating poisonous berries that made him gravely ill and he fell into the damned ocean again but still didn't die. Why was he being kept alive anymore?