this thread is meant to place directly after this one! :-)
as cyron turns from the borders after ensuring that the ebony man is gone for good his emotions are a raging miasma within him but he is firm in his conviction and cannot help but feel that the ebony man's nothing but trouble instinctually. pissing on blackfeather woods's borders? it was only a matter of time cyron knows before they stop putting up with it. they are master spies, persecutors and murderers and cyron feels that they are either amusing him by letting him think he's getting away with it or they are simply too preoccupied to deal with him — but they would deal with him, eventually. just so long as he is far away from easthollow when his decisions catch up with him; that is all cyron cares about. he deems it prudent to speak immediately with @Valette about the interaction he's just had and as he seeks the alpha female he wonders if he handled it correctly.
the question is definitely forefront in his mind of if she would chide him for being so persecutive himself. cyron shudders to think that he's picked that up from his captors and his stomach turns violently at the realization that he's like them. he would ask valette, he decides. he would ask her if he was right in how he'd handled dakarai, if his hostility and unwillingness to see the man's side as wise was something to be troubled about or not. she is a third party observer to his condition and re-assimilation back into society and life and he's not as worried about disappointing her as he is his parents. they want so desperately to fix him, for him to mend and be whole again that cyron doesn't have the courage to tell them that he may never be fixed or whole ever again.
the question is definitely forefront in his mind of if she would chide him for being so persecutive himself. cyron shudders to think that he's picked that up from his captors and his stomach turns violently at the realization that he's like them. he would ask valette, he decides. he would ask her if he was right in how he'd handled dakarai, if his hostility and unwillingness to see the man's side as wise was something to be troubled about or not. she is a third party observer to his condition and re-assimilation back into society and life and he's not as worried about disappointing her as he is his parents. they want so desperately to fix him, for him to mend and be whole again that cyron doesn't have the courage to tell them that he may never be fixed or whole ever again.
war ate a boy
and spat out a man
and spat out a man
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maybe it wasn't our fault - by Cyron - January 19, 2018, 04:52 AM
RE: maybe it wasn't our fault - by RIP Valette - January 19, 2018, 05:00 AM
RE: maybe it wasn't our fault - by Cyron - January 20, 2018, 04:19 AM
RE: maybe it wasn't our fault - by RIP Valette - January 22, 2018, 03:44 AM
RE: maybe it wasn't our fault - by Cyron - January 22, 2018, 04:51 AM
RE: maybe it wasn't our fault - by RIP Valette - January 22, 2018, 07:53 AM
RE: maybe it wasn't our fault - by Cyron - January 26, 2018, 03:03 PM
RE: maybe it wasn't our fault - by RIP Valette - January 27, 2018, 12:28 PM
RE: maybe it wasn't our fault - by Cyron - January 30, 2018, 05:33 AM
RE: maybe it wasn't our fault - by RIP Valette - January 30, 2018, 10:08 AM