Arrow Lake You make me laugh, you make me cry

Nikan breathed a sigh of relief as Zula woke up "Yes it's me. Shit Zula, you gave me a fucking heart attack! You couldn't hear the waterfall?!"he started out calm but then began to snap as the emotions all boiled over and burst from him at once. He growled and began to pace, ignoring her question about someone by the name of Hyacinth assumedly the healer. "You could have died. It would have been on my shoulders! I would have been alone again" he turned to face her his eyes wide with the knowledge of what he'd just admitted. Sadness, fear, and self disgust made him turn away from her again and sigh.