Dawnlark Plains What does this mean?

She remained crouched taking slow huffed breaths as the cramp took its time to pass. She was beginning to get a headache from the stress of Day's death, but she received a momentary distraction when Adi came and approached her. He came up to her in a concerted manner and asked if she was ok.

She nodded her head at first continuing her breathing. "It's just a cramp. I'll be ok."  she explained before sighing and looking up at him. "Who am I kidding there's no way I can do this. Now that Day is gone I'm the sole leader of this pack. I'm going to be having puppies soon Adi. I can't greet everyone at the border or be everywhere at once. I wasn't even that good at it when I wasn't pregnant." she said releasing her worry upon Adi's ears.  "Day was the real leader of this pack... and I was just someone to help."  she said discouragingly.