Broken Boulder Thanks for the hospitality

Steele shifted his weight not uncomfortably but in a nervous way. He didn’t know how to explain the war inside his head. He was sure that the person who would know what to say (metaphorically speaking) would be Lily, after all she was the packs psychiatrist? Person who keeps them together, listens to their problems, whatever you want to call her she was good at what she did. 

Steele closed his eyes and took a small deep breath, “it’s like I feel that when the bear attacked Ankyra Sound it was as if a higher power was telling me that I don’t need a pack or if I join a pack hell will be paid to them for having me there. I don’t know if that makes any sense?” It was a lot for him to say in one thought but he did. Steele wasn’t sure if she’d understand, it was a weird feeling he’s had for a while but it’s just been getting to him for a while.