Emberwood ; tamer animals

She felt like a shadow. Malignant. A blight. She defiled these new lands. Elysia's dark, curled pelt was stark against the swirling flakes, the pale trees and bright snow. She was obvious. So, painfully obvious, and not just in the physical sense. She shouldn't be there. She didn't belong. She didn't belong anywhere. Everyone she'd ever loved, everything she'd ever cared about, had been ripped from her. Because of her. She was toxic, she was cancerous. She felt like she was filled to the brim with poison and it had leaked onto those closest to her, snuffing out their brilliant lights one by one. Too many, there were too many. She'd lost everything. Too many.

They won't be coming back. Elysia openly winced and-

Crunch.

The femmes paws stilled and her ears twitched. She looked around slowly, almost casually, but her eyes were bleak, weary. Certain she'd heard the sound of snow crunching beneath.. hooves? Paws? She wasn't sure. Elysia strained to hear something, anything. A part of her helpfully supplied that she was probably going insane. But she remained where she was, shifting her weight and gaze roving between the trees.

She did not have the energy to call out, and she felt if she did her heart would crack just a little more when she was met with empty, heavy silence. Elysia would swallow down any hope easing up. She couldn't handle another crack within her already chasmed heart... but she waited.

sorry for the sad bean ):
also sorry this post is shite