Meadowlark Prairie the birds and the bees

she'd grow silent, sticking her tongue out of the corner of her mouth while her brows furrowed. listening to Maegi's words and largely wondering how someone with her knowledge was still learning. Bee always thought once you learned everything, you'd stop. that was it. you were a master of the craft. to hear it differently... she was thinking seriously now about her want of being a healer. maybe there was a different path for her. 

"I know lavender!" she'd break out saying, her silence not ignoring Maegi but merely thinking long and hard. Ma used to line their dens with lilac and lavender to make it smell good. "the smell helps people calm down, I think. it can be eaten? wow..." she never knew that. always assumed it was to be sniffed and looking pretty as is. Bee didn't seem to think some plants could be ingested. maybe she was more of a flower child over a doctor. 

she liked the idea of plants but maybe her strengths lay in stargazing. Bee'd frown, turning to look at Maegi. "I think I'm useless to my pack" she'd confess, looking seriously worried for a moment "the more we talk about it, the more I know I won't remember all of it. I like nature but I don't like the idea of, y'know, using it" she didn't trust herself to administrate medicine to others. at least not yet. "Moonspear took me in to train as a healer, but I dunno, Maegi..." would they kick her out now?