Blacktail Deer Plateau I'd Rather Not

Kisu stood and looked to the world outside of the pack. He'd never truly thought about the way he had preferred his life to be, he just lived it. But now, his silvery golden eyes scanning over everything in the world, he... felt just a little bit empty. He looked back behind him, as if he would see his children standing there, only to turn his head back in the direction it face before. Of course he'd thought about his children... but they were better off with the others. The normal ones. Not some old wolf with a serious face.

The grey wolf sighed (what a surprise), and thought hard. Was he fit for a pack? Was he meant to be a lone wolf? Or was it the fact that he was born to be Alpha and could never let go of the fact that his pack (and family) was destroyed by his brother. He'd never really picked himself up from the long ago events — which left him wondering: Should I stay here, or go?