The scars that are too fresh

ooc: after pack meet, before Ferdie comes to plateau @Blue Willow

Hawkeye had walked away as quickly as possible after the pack meet, and, once away from the crowd, bolted to the back of the land. She found herself at the small waterfall and pond that Ariston found so long ago. The black girl smiled fondly, but bitterness still dribbled its way across her tongue, making her narrow her brow.

Sighing, Hawkeye tapped the water with her paw, trying to figure things out in her head. What do I do? followed by: Should I leave? Where would I go? Her thoughts briefly landed on Ferdie Von Pelt, but she decided against putting any pressure on him. Whether she admitted it or not (which she was unsure of at the moment), she cared for the male.