Mudminnow River good lord, show me the way

The woman blinked. There, she'd laid it all bare. Finally, every thought that had passed through the Melonii's head spat out at her.
And she was right.
What did Flicker want other than to sow chaos wherever she trod?

"You left, while Relmyna and her kids faced winter. Wintersbane and I couldn't help enough." I failed. 
"All you Melonii are crazy. Look at your past, look at what has happened." Why it had all happened, Flicker thought it was Melonii shit. She didn't want to deal with them anymore. She saw something imperfect and wanted it dismantled. Gone.
Erased.

She knew the woman wanted it changed, but could a Melonii really, truly change?
"I did it for myself, I was selfish. Besides, your brother was a piece of shit." She was under the guise of spy, but perhaps there could have been a change of heart. A will to want to go back. But of course, she still wanted blood. 
And she had evidently got it.

A soft sigh fluttered from her and found her self unable to look into the eyes, look at the macabre face.
"I'm sorry."
Her eyes stared hard at the ground as remorse fucked her over. 
She thought she was doing right -- truly knew she wasn't -- she wanted the power she was once promised and had snatched from her.
Her tongue ran over the broken stub of tooth, a reminder of her entrance here.