i don't want to live a lie

The young man bobbed his head as he listened to the man speak. A Warden, that was an interesting Trade to, one that might later spike interest in the silver male. Though he would've wanted to ask about how hard it was to be a Warden he stopped himself, he wanted to focus on earning his first Trade before worrying for another. If not he was sure he would end up doing neither-- many times Finn had left unfinished things floating around.

Will be, hopefully soon he barked with a light shrug of his shoulder accompanied by a smile. Out of all the things he had left undone he wished this was not one of them. Truth was he was tired of being mediocre. In the past he held no care and carried no worries, he lived on the lie that he would always be young and his good looks would always get him what he wanted. And oh, it had worked so far.

But now that Finn was beginning to question his ways, he realized he had to strive for something bigger. And earning a Trade would do just that.So.. what were you doing out here? he asked, changing the subject quickly not because he feared the other would ask but because dwelling too much on the subject made his mood worsen.