through all the pain and the sorrows

The little wolf's sass irked the usually calm, mellow male. Koda actually bristled and growled at the girl, extremely out of character for a guy who abhorred using foul language in front of a lady. Koda had been stuffing his feelings of resentment, loss and sadness away for a long time, and now he finally had an excuse to let it all out. He tried to keep it under control. Even though she had trespassed, he didn't want this little wolf to become a scapegoat for his pent up frustration and anger.

"I may not be the alpha, but you don't belong here," he said. "I'm allowed to get rid of you by any means necessary, so don't make this harder than it has to be." Koda hoped she would listen. One more smart-ass remark might be enough to push him over the edge.