Truth be told, Cara had never sinked after she renounced to be Alpha of the Spine. She had not allowed herself to do so, she did not want to feel again the devastating nostalgia piercing at her throat as she watched herself fall to rock bottom -- where she had laid after her beloved Queen's passing.
The pain was there, she just didn't allow herself to feel it.
Instead she masked under the excitement fluttering at her chest as she prepared to let the cat out of the bag and tell Kaname what really lied behind it all.
"I'll take it as a compliment," she musedm while slightly tipping her head to one side while batting her eyes in a playful manner at her dear assasin and her most intimate friend.
"There's nothing wrong with just a taste of what you've paid for" she mused again, she had had to grow up under the eyes of her two ruthless sisters. She had been molded by their fierceness, it had been her only choice if she were to survive -- if you can't beat them, join them right?