snagging this because I can >:) and I miss threading with youuu
[size=medium]"in the land of gods and monsters,
I was an angel"[/size]
I was an angel"[/size]
[size=small]The prospect of new life at the end of Winter was seemingly not a scary one to Cara alone.
Though the situations tormenting the two females and their respective roles in each of them were completely different, the yearling's feelings towards the upcoming challenges resembled the grey coated female's own fears more that she imagined. While The Caldera female worried for the unborn members welfare when they arrived, the Frost Queen could not help but worry about her own -- but before you come to any conclusions you must understand Cara's logic was not nearly as selfish as it sounded like.
Because didn't her unborn children's welfare depend on her own after all?
Unlike the worried Beta that scurried into the core of the Heartwood doubting whether she'd live up to the expectations, Cara worried she might not live to expect in the first place. Though the biological clock inside her organism had marked the timing as right, she wasn't sure if the ambient was. It was just now as she wandered alone across the Great Bear Wilderness that the excited bubbles that had lived in the mouth of her stomach died out, leaving her to really ponder in the quiet without emotions to interfere.
What was she afraid of?
Or better yet, what wasn't she afraid of?
Being a mother was not an award given by producing children like a copy machine, and unlike other things it didn't not come with an instruction manual. There was no one to prepare you for this, and having being been raised with out a mother, Cara out of all the wolves was desperately in need for some kind of guidance.
With her ears swiveling at the top of her cranium as she continued to walk, her head still lost in her internal monologue as she unknowingly began retracing the stranger female's steps. In fact it wasn't until she was practically stepping on her that she realized she was
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Though the situations tormenting the two females and their respective roles in each of them were completely different, the yearling's feelings towards the upcoming challenges resembled the grey coated female's own fears more that she imagined. While The Caldera female worried for the unborn members welfare when they arrived, the Frost Queen could not help but worry about her own -- but before you come to any conclusions you must understand Cara's logic was not nearly as selfish as it sounded like.
Because didn't her unborn children's welfare depend on her own after all?
Unlike the worried Beta that scurried into the core of the Heartwood doubting whether she'd live up to the expectations, Cara worried she might not live to expect in the first place. Though the biological clock inside her organism had marked the timing as right, she wasn't sure if the ambient was. It was just now as she wandered alone across the Great Bear Wilderness that the excited bubbles that had lived in the mouth of her stomach died out, leaving her to really ponder in the quiet without emotions to interfere.
What was she afraid of?
Or better yet, what wasn't she afraid of?
Being a mother was not an award given by producing children like a copy machine, and unlike other things it didn't not come with an instruction manual. There was no one to prepare you for this, and having being been raised with out a mother, Cara out of all the wolves was desperately in need for some kind of guidance.
With her ears swiveling at the top of her cranium as she continued to walk, her head still lost in her internal monologue as she unknowingly began retracing the stranger female's steps. In fact it wasn't until she was practically stepping on her that she realized she was
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i would go most anywhere to feel. - by Finley - January 01, 2015, 08:04 PM
RE: i would go most anywhere to feel. - by Cara - January 01, 2015, 08:53 PM
RE: i would go most anywhere to feel. - by Finley - January 01, 2015, 10:24 PM
RE: i would go most anywhere to feel. - by Cara - January 02, 2015, 05:19 PM
RE: i would go most anywhere to feel. - by Finley - January 03, 2015, 10:00 PM
RE: i would go most anywhere to feel. - by Cara - January 04, 2015, 06:39 PM
RE: i would go most anywhere to feel. - by Finley - January 05, 2015, 10:30 PM
RE: i would go most anywhere to feel. - by Cara - January 07, 2015, 10:05 PM
RE: i would go most anywhere to feel. - by Finley - January 09, 2015, 08:09 PM
RE: i would go most anywhere to feel. - by Cara - January 09, 2015, 09:10 PM
RE: i would go most anywhere to feel. - by Finley - January 12, 2015, 10:18 PM
RE: i would go most anywhere to feel. - by Cara - January 13, 2015, 05:43 PM
RE: i would go most anywhere to feel. - by Finley - January 15, 2015, 08:04 PM
RE: i would go most anywhere to feel. - by Cara - January 17, 2015, 07:08 PM
RE: i would go most anywhere to feel. - by Finley - January 19, 2015, 07:30 PM
RE: i would go most anywhere to feel. - by Cara - January 21, 2015, 08:49 PM
RE: i would go most anywhere to feel. - by Finley - January 21, 2015, 09:16 PM
RE: i would go most anywhere to feel. - by Cara - January 22, 2015, 06:15 PM
RE: i would go most anywhere to feel. - by Finley - January 23, 2015, 06:29 PM
RE: i would go most anywhere to feel. - by Cara - January 25, 2015, 07:53 PM
RE: i would go most anywhere to feel. - by Finley - January 26, 2015, 08:34 PM
RE: i would go most anywhere to feel. - by Cara - February 04, 2015, 10:26 PM
RE: i would go most anywhere to feel. - by Finley - February 07, 2015, 04:19 PM
RE: i would go most anywhere to feel. - by Cara - February 17, 2015, 08:41 PM
RE: i would go most anywhere to feel. - by Finley - February 22, 2015, 10:07 AM
RE: i would go most anywhere to feel. - by Cara - March 02, 2015, 06:20 PM
RE: i would go most anywhere to feel. - by Finley - March 10, 2015, 06:37 PM