Deep in the heart of a never-knowing

Osprey wasn't so sure, if she wanted Peregrine to be here and witness this, but she reprimanded herself for these thoughts imediately. This was old and hurt feelings talking, not the actual situation. After their last encounter, which hadn't ended that well mostly on behalf of her, she feared to face him again. What could she say to make things alright between them again? As it had been once? Because the ease they had once been able to communicate with, the deep mutual understanding had been lost at some point.

Blue willow brought her back from the moment of contemplation by telling that she had been worried about her friend. It took time for Osprey to understand, what she had been told. "But why? I am here, I am well - life is great," she objected.