Oh You Know Her

wow. Roleplay has never gotten my heart pumping this hard.. XI

Gaiban didn't know what to say. He was stuck in a stalemate, almost sure to go on forever. And every second was horrible. The pain growing louder with every word His Alpha spoke. What would he say? He had nothing. And if he was exiled, he would scamper off, like some little duck lost from his momma. That's all he was, really. He had no guidance. He had no moral code. He wasn't bad, he just didn't know better. He didn't know anything.

Gaiban's eyes sprouted tears. He had done something wrong, and he didn't even know it. Gaiban felt like a bastard* He had no mother, no parental figure at all, and was probably going to die. If he was going to die, he wanted to go the quick way, with less pain. Ten words escaped the white furred-males mouth.
"If your going to banish me, kill me now instead." Gaiban didn't want to live with the horrible knowledge of knowing he had been eaten alive. He was useless.
Why had he been accepted so easily anyway? It was a paradox. He had been accepted, a stranger, when another wolf, who could've helped the pack more, had been chased off. Why?

When I say bastard*, I mean a illegitimate child