Ouroboros Spine I've Got A Feeling Now, My Heart Is Frozen

Gaiban was suddenly brought back to the point where Mara was telling him the story. He knew a lot more now, but he didn't know quite why. He knew Mara was bad, but he had no evidence to back it up.
"Uh, well." Gaiban stuttered out, beginning his request.
"I wanted to know what I can do to help carry my weight. I want- a quest." Gaiban's need for acceptance, and redemption was evident. (P.P Here, can be edited out, if you want.)
He couldn't even go anywhere near the borders unsupervised. He had to be supervised before, but know, there was no kindness. He wasn't learning anymore. all interactions with packmates were stiff, and awkward.

It never truly dawned on Gaiban that everybody he came in contact with recoiled in disgust. It was almost driving him to tears. But tears were for babies, and Gaiban was big now.

The white-furred teen looked into the eyes of his alpha. He knew, that if he ever wanted to know love again, he would have to work for it.