Blackfeather Woods Be my distraction

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Burke was kind of cute when he talked about Meldresi. Ayana felt a little weird when she saw the look on his face while he talked about his little family. Was that what people called jealousy? She didn't know how it felt to love someone or to feel the need to make pups. However, she definitely did feel a little sad about being so alone. She wanted to know how it felt like to be happy because of someone else's happiness. She wanted to experience the light arousal when looking at her significant other. She wanted to feel loved. 
But who had time for things like that? Nobody.

Burke asked her how she had survived as lone wolf. Ayana looked down onto her paws. How did she survive? Didn't she live off her own fat for days? Did she hunt? Did she ...?
She felt the fear mixed with anger rising up inside her so she immediately tried to focus on Burke. He offered her to eat and then teach her some skills.

Ayana smiled at him. ,,Isn't it nice to have some lone time here and then? Thanks for your offer, Alpha. I appreciate it. I don't remeber the last time I ate so much my belly got all round."
The light wolf followed the big, dark male around the territory. It was beautiful. Wherever she looked were new things to discover. Plants she had never seen and caves underneath the thick woods. ,,It's so beautiful. It's so stunning. How do I deserve that? I don't. I don't deserve it.", Ayana thought while starting to feel very uncomfortable again. How could Burke let her eat all the food he hunted? He didn't even know her yet and still he was so nice to her.

,,Burke, why ...", Ayana started. She wanted to ask him why he was being so sweet b ut she didn't dare. ,,...how can I make this up to you?, she asked instead.