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Pan wanted nothing more than for Perry to guess right now. If he happened to guess right, it would make things a lot less difficult and confusing right now. If only there was an easy way to explain all of this, without all the stammering and confusion. Heck, Pan herself wasn't always sure if what she felt was really how it is, or if there was more to it.

Upon Perry's encouragement, Pan smiled uncomfortably and tried to explain further: "I always just sort of - sort of hated being a guy, having... you know... looking like a guy, having a big bumpy nose and... Until they made me feel and see what I really was, I really thought I... I remember feeling like a girl. And I tried not to, uhm, not to feel like a girl all the time, because I'm obviously not..." Pan looked away, her eyes shooting to the ground in reflex before she looked back at Perry. "... But I still feel like I am." Pan broke eye contact again, looking at the ground, seeing only part of Perry's face from the corners of her eyes. She wanted to look at his face, see his reaction, but she couldn't bring herself to do so in fear of just how he would react to her revelations.