Redhawk Caldera i'd give my life

Pantaleimon felt embarrassed when Perry spoke, which showed in his actions; he looked down, making eye contact briefly a couple of times in between looking away, and he felt his face heat up. "Uhm, I... I don't know if I, y'know, how." Pan didn't know much about this sort of thing, and he always imagined that if it would happen, it'd be Perry taking initiative.

Pan's only experience was when it didn't work, with a girl -- he'd never been with a guy, and had never imagined a way that a sexual experience would work for him to begin with. He wasn't sure what his own desires in this were either, if there was a way he could without feeling awkward for not having the right parts in his mind. And so he was far from feeling secure enough in this energy that he could get Perry, well, anywhere.