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Though he wanted to take Perry's mind off things, Pantaleimon couldn't help but be relieved when Perry admitted that it was okay and that they should do it some other time. Pan was still generally really insecure about sexual things and had no clue what he really wanted (and didn't want), and was afraid of the things he might not want without knowing it until it was too late. Regardless, things were complicated on both ends right now, and Pan nodded in agreement that it was better to wait.

Pan nodded again when Perry said he was going to sleep for a bit. He nuzzled Perry's cheek, and licked the corner of his lips before he got up again. Pan had considered staying, but he wasn't really tired and didn't want to try and sleep just for Perry; it was probably easier for him to drift off to sleep if he was alone, too.

"It's okay, Perry," Pan said sympathetically, understanding that it had to be really tough for Perry, too. "I hope you'll get some sleep." With a last nuzzle to Perry's face, Pantaleimon turned around and trotted off, looking over his shoulder once before he was off again, deciding to patrol a bit to get his mind off things.