I'm bleeding on the inside

Hayde knew it would be difficult for her sister to move on from a lost mate, but life went on. Lusa needed her mind to be focused on the pups she had before she lost them too. The Ebony wolfess went on to say that Hayde couldn't see her sister's pups, not yet at least. She sighed but understood, she couldn't cross onto claimed territory and didn't expect Lusa to go completely out of her way so her pups could come meet their aunt who has been missing for so long.

However the next words that came from Lusa's mouth shocked the pale female, and she almost wondered if she had imagined them. Her little sister...becoming the alpha of her own pack? Both happiness and a bit of jealousy stirred within Hayde. She was proud for Lusa taking this big step in life and would be loyal to the end, but it was only natural for the pale girl to feel a small amount jealousy. "Deal."