Redhawk Caldera lost in you

Pantaleimon was surprised to hear Peregrine mention Lasher. Was that the wolf he had met at the berry field after his last difficult talk with Perry? Or was it yet another lover that had once been involved with and hurt by Perry? Pan quickly shook the thoughts from his head, because they didn't matter. He was here with Perry now, and that made him feel somewhat at ease, though afraid of the future and what it might bring.

Even though Perry tried to reassure him, Pantaleimon still felt weird. Perry said that he'd go for a hunt, but Pan said: "Wait!" Even though Perry hadn't actually left yet. "Uhm, I... I want to lay with you... At our spot by the water." It felt like forever since they had visited that spot. Pan knew as gamekeeper that keeping the caches filled was important too, but all he wanted was some alone time with Perry, and to not feel so detached and left out of Perry's life.