Redhawk Caldera lost in you

Perry at least seemed a little happier now, and Pantaleimon smiled softly as they walked towards their destination in silence. There was something weird, a feeling, that clung to Pantaleimon, but he tried not to let it get to his head. He really did want things to be normal again, but during that walk and thinking back to the various difficult conversations they'd had, Pan wondered if they would be. Would they ever be a family — Pan, Fox and Perry? Would Pan ever be a real part of that family? Maybe things just weren't as nature intended for Pan, and perhaps that meant he wasn't meant to be a part of this family. What if he was just messing things up by even trying?

Pan tried to shake off the thoughts as they reached their destination and he lay down. The touch of Perry's fur was comforting, and Pantaleimon was able to set his worries aside even if for just a little bit. He smiled as Perry touched the soft, fluffy fur behind his ear, and wished that this moment could be framed to last forever so that he wouldn't need to go back into the weird world of worry and discomfort again.