Moonspear Couldn't run away, anyway

@Rain It's a lot of assuming, if you want something changed tell me!

Nishu realized that he has been avoiding Rain a lot and made many excuses, Like having to patrol or he needed to go find someone or even the one where she needed rest to heal up so he would let her sleep. Over time he figured that he couldn't run from his Knight title. No matter how he looked at it his failure will always be there. Saying he wasn't a Knight anymore didn't mean anything. Quitting wasn't possible even if he wanted to, even if no ones understand what it is to be a Knight.

Today he felt like he could face Rain and decided to stay a while with her. But while approaching the area where she rest he was starting to feel unsure of himself. He was nervous and had plenty of reasons to be. He had basically tried to face her many times and just ended up leaving as soon as he got there. This time maybe he could do it and stay longer. When he thinks on this he was started to be ashamed that this was even a problem. It needed to end now.

"Rain?" he called, already wanting to turn around. Seeing Rain kept reminding him of the injury she had. It was all his fault for not being good enough to prevent that. He who was suppose to protect her. The failure can't be forgiven and shouldn't be, not until he manages to do the opposite equal to it.