January 08, 2016, 06:57 AM
Then would that mean this is consider as a joining thread? This thread can end here which means we could start another thread within pack ground where Ukko could explain rules or objectives or whatever thing is the thing, if you want to. unless you prefer dumping Esaro on the alphas xD
Esaro felt his worth being questioned. He was more used to the idea of others believing in him knowing fully well he wasn't an expert at any subject. Back then he felt special due to the fact his father was counting on giving him the Alpha position one day. His father never shared the reason for it but it at least made Esaro believe he had something special. But now being out here, away from everyone, there was a feeling that what made him special had disappeared or was left behind. His confidence was wavering. What if he wasn't able to meet Ukko's expectations or he decides that he wasn't worth the effort or the help?
Already there was no turning back. The decisions were made and Esaro had made a promise. There was no doubt that Ukko or the Alphas would put that promise to the test. If that time ever comes then all he could do was do his best and hope that his best was enough.
At the same time Esaro felt a little honored to be in the presence of a beta, which means Ukko must be great at something or at least proven that his abilities were at a high level. But if Esaro was going to be Alpha one day then that meant he would have to do better than Ukko. That didn't sound possible to do. Esaro wanted to question his father if only he could. Did father see something special or was it just high expectations? He was loaded with self doubt, how could he ever fill the Alpha position with no talent in anything?
"Even if I'm not known. I do intend to keep the promise I made. I'll show everyone in your pack that it was worth helping me out." He said in attempt to give himself a goal to focus on. This would be the first time he would have to prove himself to others. It was truly different from home where he was accepted just like that. The promise was easy to made but to keep it sounded like a very difficult challenge that was up ahead. Already it was fairly difficult to convince Ukko but what about the others? In any case Esaro was going to have to try, and if that didn't work he was just going to have to try again and again.
With the hard work up ahead, Esaro was starting to miss the happy life at home. But that world he knew was now gone forever.
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This.. Is the real world. - by Esaro - December 30, 2015, 10:17 AM
RE: This.. Is the real world. - by Ukko - December 31, 2015, 01:36 PM
RE: This.. Is the real world. - by Esaro - December 31, 2015, 06:04 PM
RE: This.. Is the real world. - by Ukko - December 31, 2015, 09:19 PM
RE: This.. Is the real world. - by Esaro - January 01, 2016, 12:08 AM
RE: This.. Is the real world. - by Ukko - January 01, 2016, 09:29 AM
RE: This.. Is the real world. - by Esaro - January 01, 2016, 12:09 PM
RE: This.. Is the real world. - by Ukko - January 01, 2016, 02:00 PM
RE: This.. Is the real world. - by Esaro - January 01, 2016, 04:12 PM
RE: This.. Is the real world. - by Ukko - January 01, 2016, 04:57 PM
RE: This.. Is the real world. - by Esaro - January 02, 2016, 08:15 AM
RE: This.. Is the real world. - by Ukko - January 04, 2016, 11:04 AM
RE: This.. Is the real world. - by Esaro - January 04, 2016, 02:36 PM
RE: This.. Is the real world. - by Ukko - January 05, 2016, 08:33 PM
RE: This.. Is the real world. - by Esaro - January 06, 2016, 07:32 AM
RE: This.. Is the real world. - by Ukko - January 07, 2016, 07:54 PM
RE: This.. Is the real world. - by Esaro - January 08, 2016, 06:57 AM
RE: This.. Is the real world. - by Ukko - January 09, 2016, 02:29 PM