The Sentinels i can't think of any cool witty titles i'm sorry [M]

done and omg truuu - i wrote two versions of this and i had to flip a coin to see which one i posted i couldn't decide (angry aria v. super sad aria) 

It was like the words she'd spat at him were turn and thrown straight back at her, and she somehow couldn't handle a taste of her own medicine. Not even, maybe, in her own eyes Casmir was just as guilty as she was. He chose to follow her around and when she fell asleep against him she was not woken up and moved. They had laid together, and she had believed it mutual. It was not fair for either of them to be so hostile towards one another and she knew it, but she couldn't help her feelings. 

She had frozen in her tracks and was out of witty remarks or angry points already. She'd never been in a true fight before, only quick arguments with wolves who knew absolutely nothing about leading a pack, in her opinion; the two were different things altogether. So she held her tongue and stood there, eventually letting her rump hit the ground and her head hang low. Her ears were plastered to her head and the desert of emotions she was feelings turned to a rainstorm, and the mature girl appeared the young teen that she truly was.  "I want you to choose me," she whimpered, although it didn't come out so whiney. Her head turned to face him over her shoulder, and glittering tears fell from her widened white eyes with a grace that only desperation could capture. 

"I know it isn't fair, Casmir, I know it's not but.. That's what I want," she murmured, her gaze falling back down along with her head. 

Of course she had never truly planned to walk away; regardless of how she felt. That inner teenage girl who longed for romance, longed to be a part of one of those corny chick flicks where the guy grabs her by the arm and begs her to stay. 

But this was not one of those movies, and Casmir was not one of those guys. He only spit more hate towards her, and she crumbled under their meaning. Tears rushed down her muzzle and dripped from her nose onto the snow, her tail curling tightly around her in hopes for a safe place to hide. "I'm sorry," she whimpered, "I know you can't..."