Phoenix Maplewood Before the fire is lit

Takes place before the raid and after many men can't see the open road! all welcome

Esaro managed to find a place within the territory where he felt like he could be alone for a while. He was laying against a log feeling very depressed. He wasn't able to vent out any of his upsetting emotions. There was no yelling, no attacking, no crying basically leaving these emotions bottled up. He wanted to be quiet so he avoided doing anything and just laid there thinking to himself.

The pack didn't feel so connected anymore. It felt just like his old pack except this time he wasn't under the illusion that everything was perfect. Was it something like this that made his old pack turn against each other. Was not being a fully united pack the cause for inner conflicts?

He wasn't too sure of what to do now. He was going to take place in the up coming raid but he couldn't remember why exactly. Right now he felt like he just didn't care about anything. He wanted to just stay here and pretend everything was fine and that there was no problem. He really didn't want to believe there was a risk that this pack he was in could also turn against each other and that there was no way to stop it. He let out a long sigh, 'so what's really going to happen?'