Phoenix Maplewood Dance with the Winter Spirits

For moment he was doubting her. Putting everything he knew about her into question but to save him from the trouble, Laika decided to explain a little more clearer. Now Esaro felt a little bit at fault for misunderstanding her, she no longer sounded like a careless wolf who was just acting like this just because it was her job or something. "Oh, I'm sorry to have misunderstood you. I was about to believe you were just being nice because of your promise." He said returning to his kind gentle tone. "I'm sorry for doubting you."

Then she told him to stop being negative about himself. He doesn't truly believe he was useless to the point that he was basically nothing. But just like some others who believe in him there are others who don't have hope for him at all. He decided to try to explain why he keeps saying that. "I know I'm not as useless as others might say but I haven't been able to prove them wrong yet. I'm happy that you, Spring, and Luna believe in me but not everyone does. Which is kind of the reason why I want to know if you'll help me. Maybe I should have asked differently." He paused for a while trying to rephrase what he wanted. "Instead, can you allow me to help you whenever you have a problem? If I can manage to be helpful then they wouldn't be able to call me useless anymore." He said as he finally managed to say what he truly wanted.

What he said before made it seem like it was just trying to pass on some of his burden onto others but what he really wanted was for others to support him and know that he can be dependable. After saying all that he felt like he could relax now so he decided to go back to laying down on the ground on his back.

"These lights rarely come around. Even if it's a little cold, I think I'm going to spend the night here tonight." He said calmly. He looked towards Laika while remembering that he said it wouldn't take too long for him to show all this. He had nothing left show, did that mean this little 'date' was going to come to an end? He had no reason to hold her back if she wanted to go back to her den to sleep.