Dawnlark Plains Don't You Leave Me Brokenhearted Tonight

Grace wasn't at all mad at him which actually made him uncomfortable. Everyone was mad at him, they had the right to be. Mistakes after mistakes, they piled up so much that he wasn't really allowed to be with others anymore. The best thing to do was to completely start over and hope that maybe he won't make the same mistakes twice. He would if only he could abandon all those he made suffer from his mistakes. Running away didn't feel right, he needed to make things better. He has even tried going back to Phoenix only to find no one around. He felt very guilty during that time when he found everything that was left behind. There was no way he deserved Grace's affection towards him. He wanted it, or actually needed it but he couldn't accept it so he pulled away from her therefore putting a small distance between him and her.

He looked at her, sad and ashamed. "I want to make you happy, that was always what I wanted to do. But I don't deserve this. Everyone suffers because of my mistakes. For you to like me just doesn't make sense. You should be mad at me like everyone else." He said before lowering his head and looking to the side. He had the chance to be happy for a while with Grace however he just could not accept it. He believed he needed to be punished for making everyone suffer, He wanted to be forgiven by everyone before he thought about himself. Pulling away from Grace hurts though, like he was just making the same mistake again. He felt it which made him unsure of what do even do. Running away was definitely not the answer.