Heron Lake Plateau she's so paris when we kiss

her gaze fell, and Cas knew she had been expecting something different, for him to rush into her arms as he had done before. but he didn't want to let her go. "Aria, wait," he murmured, rushing to intercept her, to seek her eyes. "let me ..." 

He reached out then, searching for the touch of her fur, something that had always been comforting in times before. The end, yes, it might be, but Cas didn't want to tear it away. he wanted to linger with her for a moment, touch her one last time.