Sunbeam Lair Paradox in the Escape

Oh how badly he wanted to be there to protect her- perhaps claim her if she was into it, but he couldn't. He had wounded himself by protecting Asterr, he would not yet die for Avannon. The thought almost made him giggle. Just days ago he had asked to be killed, and now here he was, thinking he could escape death as a whole. Be strong out there. I... I won't be able to protect. He said with a soft, subtle glance at his broken limb. If she would let him, he'd give her a final hug. Goodbye for now. He said with a slight smile, not admitting yet that he would really miss her. After her farewells, he'd leave to go back to sleep.