Firestone Hot Springs even when he ate her tongue

Hawkeye watched as the shaman lowered his head and barely lap the liquid in the shell. She momentarily made a face of disgust dabbed with a curiosity she was sure he could feel.

After he spoke, Hawkeye simply stared at the male in silence. Then, she looked away in shame. "He has made me weak. I deserve what has happened since I have ignored my duties to Sos." Looking back to Lecter, a fire burned in her eyes. "He would kill me if I tried to take my throne back. And if not him, then his brother or the other female he made Alpha. If I take the girls, he will come after me and kill me. I was a fool to believe things could work out." Hawkeye growled in frustration. She was stuck and she wondered if Lecter could see the conflict in her eyes.

Or that Sos was slowly returning to her.