Broken Boulder we walk the hillside, lost souls in the moonlight

Perhaps if she had been Lanawyn in this moment and not Eris, she would have comforted him.  But this girl was selfish to her core, and she was sick of being hurt and trod on.  

No, she borderline begged, voice soft and cracked.  She didn't want her brother to fucking run away again and leave her to deal with everything here — by herself, now that Lily was gone — so he could run after a part of their past that hadn't come back for them.  

Even more selfishly, she did not want him to run after Zamael and leave her in the dust alone, again.  Alarian's reaction would determine everything — if he chose Zamael over her, it would be a transgression she could never forgive.