Meadowlark Prairie she turned her face up to the starlit sky

she's gonna cry LOL
personally i wouldn't mind but her personality won't allow it

"Oh, no no... Oh gosh, i'm just, a regular member.. We don't have many in the Pack." Shisu quickly denied the whole 'beta in training,' she knew for certain there was nothing like that related to her rank. She had no idea if there was something like that even, she was too new to totally understand Blackfeathers ranking system. She only gotten her simply due to the lower numbers, there was only around a pawful of adults, and only two pups.

Though from where Onyxia came from, her ranks seem to differ. Shisu felt her eyes dampened as the female started to be less friendly, and more intimidating. Never in her life has she actually done a spar, and doesn't even know what a playful spar was. She has bad memories of 'playing,' and shuddered at the memory. Very faintly did she feel the side of her ache, remembering an old wound she got from a 'play' accident. It not only scarred her physically (though healed), it left a deep emotional wound. She does not like fighting.

She felt uncomfortable, as well as a bit hurt. She didn't understand that Onyxia was simply trying to boost her confidence and help the silver agouti, but Shisu didn't see it that way. She only saw someone out to hurt her. It was out of her normal comfort zone of plants and stars, an unfamiliar territory she never crossed out of fear. Her shaking and watery eyes clearly showed the unwillingless of a 'friendly' spare.