Firefly Ravine 彡(-_-;)彡

She's beside herself lately with all of the drama and all of the patients; there's so much happening and she knows that if they fail it will be her fault, her weight to bear.  She doesn't know if she can do it.  After taking care of @Qilaq, she sets just outside of the border towards the river that feeds into their territory, trudging through the brown snowmelt as the winds whip around.  It's much colder out here than it is sheltered by the two mountains, and she wishes she would've stayed home.  

But instead of turning back she searches for somewhere she can stay away a while.  When she stumbles upon the old den she's reminded of @Zada, and it twists her heart in a new and unexpected way; when she sees the dark fur inside she almost runs.  But it's not her, it's someone else, and they're so small they could've been her own child.

What're you doing out here?