February 13, 2019, 11:13 PM
(This post was last modified: February 13, 2019, 11:19 PM by Sorin.)
Even in his state of internal war, Sorin felt Liri leave his side. He whimpered immediately as she left, fear creeping in and only adding to the mix of tumultuous emotions coursing through his scarred heart. He did not intend to drive her away, he feared driving her away, for he knew, deep down, that she was special in some way. That she could see the good in him, little as he might believe there to be. The fear of her leaving him broke the worst of the spell.
He breathed deeply, trying to regain control as he looked for where she had fled. He caught sight of her within the trees, and guilt and shame burned like fire through him, as he saw how he had driven her off. His expression morphed from remorse to anger to pain quick as lightning, but most of all his expression simply conveyed a deep pain. A pain that stalked his mind and haunted his dreams for days upon end.
"No I'm not" he said softly, his voice broken with emotion. "I haven't been for a long time. Not since...since she betrayed me." He was too broken right now to care about holding his walls and guarding his heart. If she made him regret it later, so be it. He simply needed comfort now. His eyes reached out, a silent plea deep within them. He probably didn't deserve her comfort, but he hoped for it nonetheless.
"Don't, Don't go, please."
He breathed deeply, trying to regain control as he looked for where she had fled. He caught sight of her within the trees, and guilt and shame burned like fire through him, as he saw how he had driven her off. His expression morphed from remorse to anger to pain quick as lightning, but most of all his expression simply conveyed a deep pain. A pain that stalked his mind and haunted his dreams for days upon end.
"No I'm not" he said softly, his voice broken with emotion. "I haven't been for a long time. Not since...since she betrayed me." He was too broken right now to care about holding his walls and guarding his heart. If she made him regret it later, so be it. He simply needed comfort now. His eyes reached out, a silent plea deep within them. He probably didn't deserve her comfort, but he hoped for it nonetheless.
"Don't, Don't go, please."
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Cause we both need it to forget this fear - by Síff - February 11, 2019, 10:21 PM
RE: Cause we both need it to forget this fear - by Sorin - February 12, 2019, 03:32 AM
RE: Cause we both need it to forget this fear - by Síff - February 13, 2019, 06:34 PM
RE: Cause we both need it to forget this fear - by Sorin - February 13, 2019, 07:20 PM
RE: Cause we both need it to forget this fear - by Síff - February 13, 2019, 07:39 PM
RE: Cause we both need it to forget this fear - by Sorin - February 13, 2019, 08:37 PM
RE: Cause we both need it to forget this fear - by Síff - February 13, 2019, 09:33 PM
RE: Cause we both need it to forget this fear - by Sorin - February 13, 2019, 10:18 PM
RE: Cause we both need it to forget this fear - by Síff - February 13, 2019, 10:40 PM
RE: Cause we both need it to forget this fear - by Sorin - February 13, 2019, 11:13 PM
RE: Cause we both need it to forget this fear - by Síff - February 14, 2019, 12:34 AM
RE: Cause we both need it to forget this fear - by Sorin - February 14, 2019, 01:14 AM
RE: Cause we both need it to forget this fear - by Síff - February 18, 2019, 09:02 PM
RE: Cause we both need it to forget this fear - by Sorin - February 20, 2019, 03:54 AM
RE: Cause we both need it to forget this fear - by Síff - February 20, 2019, 07:32 PM
RE: Cause we both need it to forget this fear - by Sorin - February 20, 2019, 08:16 PM
RE: Cause we both need it to forget this fear - by Síff - February 20, 2019, 08:32 PM
RE: Cause we both need it to forget this fear - by Sorin - February 21, 2019, 12:59 AM
RE: Cause we both need it to forget this fear - by Síff - February 21, 2019, 01:40 AM