The Sunspire Four Legs Good, Two Legs Bad

Ferdie Von Pelt's heart ached but he ignored it, He didn't want to have love, he feared love now, it had cost him greatly in the past, and he sought to ignore love's call. Yet his torn heart now wanted not one but two females and neither one knew of each other and only one might now know of his feelings.
bwahaha It might be easier to take a male as a mate and raise random females pups, he was good at that

Ferdie's smile was heavy, not a real one by any means his eyes seemed sad, he didn't even know where to begin. I'm having trouble Jace I feel it's the duty of the alpha to have a mate and raise pups for the pack, I need to find a good alpha female. I have no idea what I am doing with Erika.... He left the part of his bleeding heart out for now he was hoping to gain insight on Jace's take on this whole thing