A New Beginning (Raven's Joining)

After hearing of their beliefs, Raven's heart seemed to plummet. Well, her chance came, then left with no look backs. But in Azarthian...the moon was a Goddess...it was Azarartha. The was the Alphess de noct, of the night...she hunted the same trail across the stars until her brother Vyrikňok came about, and brought an end to her hunt, shedding light where hers once touched. Raven was raised to believe the Lunar Scripts, the Pale Alphess, and the messages she spoke to her disciplines. Shaking her head, Raven finally submitted to her silence, and said nothing further. The only benifit she had was that her Goddess spoke right of the nights events: no blood would be shed. Raven prepared herself to leave, but the second after the Jarl of Stavanger Bay spoke, his loyal packmate who she had almost been shredded to before, sent another growl her way, and again, she felt icey spikes shoot directly at her.

"Do not move, if you fear for your life"., the frost white brute threw at her.

Now she was puzzled. The alpha told her to leave...his packmate said not too...oh gods, such a mass confusion. Tempted to leap to her fours and take off, but intelligence knocked her instincts away, telling her that she would be better if she just waited the confrontation out.

Listening the the male, she felt an eerie feeling in her gut that he was speaking about her. Her paranoia tried to twist it into a foul beast, saying he was sending her death sentence to his nordic leader, and she shook off the chills that went down her aching spine. She had never been so uncomfortable in this submission pose. With the pain came more thoughts as the ivory he wolf chatted in his ancient world language to his Alpha.
Why could she not offer any better services than her readings? Why could she have not been born a hunter? Or a fisher? Or a healer? Why did she learn from the moon? Why such devotion? With more and more time that passed, she silently tormented her own self with her own mental beatings, over her uselessness.