Herbalists' Cache Hoping to hit you somewhere vital

As she she wolf shared her own story Lainie felt bad. Aphrodite had lost everything but she still had Polaris and though he hated her she had Zephyr too. Alsek...the newest name to her family..she had him to get to know too. "How do you...still get through it? My family was lost in part of the mountains when they crumbled a while back. Everyone except Papa and Zephyr my brother disappeared. But...but Zephy hates me and now Papa is gone. I know Polaris is here now (my sister) so...I should feel better right?"  her ears shifted back a little feeling wrong for still finding herself lacking in gratitude and happiness for having three siblings alive to go to when there were people like this kind healer who really did lose it all. "you said it takes time...so I guess I just grin and bear it?  This stuff can make me useful....it isn't being strong like Papa but at least I can be there to heal them..if they..if they ever get hurt or sick" her brain raced a million miles per hour grasping at the sliver of hope that....she could still help even of she couldn't fight. Did packs take healers that couldn't do much else?