Phantom Hollow [MATURE] Sorrowful

All Welcome! Sovereign is feeling Things rn, reader and player discretion is advised!

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The participants have indicated the following reason(s) for this warning: Some mention of gore, some potential themes of PTSD, thoughts of suicide

Sovereign wandered for a moment from the Lake, deciding she needed some alone time.
In her mind, she saw her mother's body lying there, as her daughter sang her into the Otherworld.
She saw herself dragging Fury's corpse up the mountains, risking herself by getting close to a bear only to hurl her mom at them to the best of her ability, watching the ursine tear her mother apart.
The gore as Sov made sure the job her mom had requested was done.
The steel it took to turn away from the sounds of ripping flesh and walk back home only for the village to be raided by the angry red woman.

And Sovereign had fled. 

She didn't look back.

She should have looked back.

She should have fought!

And she didn't fight.
 

It's all her fault. 

There is no more home. 

It's my fault. 

Mom is dead because of me.

I want mom back!

Maybe I should be dead, too

There's multiple ways I could do it...

Should I do it?

The pale girl stopped in the Hollow, staring at herself solemnly in the water that parted the place from The Heartwood.
She was so tired, and definitely looked the part.
She wasn't sure she would ever have a home like Hildibrandr had been...
Sovereign drew a long breath, exhaled. 
Her breath billowed in the cold air around her as she took in the scenery.
It was so quiet, here...eerily peaceful...

The teen felt herself starting to cry, and though she fought it and eventually began walking back the direction of the Greatwater Lake, she couldn't help but feel uncertain of how her future would unfold...