Deep in the heart of a never-knowing

For the most part the guilt had left her. But ever so often, a twinge of it would hit and she would think on it. After all she had pledged her heart to Atticus, had swore she would wait for him, but then he had disappeared again. And yes she missed him, and yes she always would love him. However, he had moved a bit to make room for Lasher and her children too. It was weird feeling and the guilt was sometimes crushing.

Blue chuckled at her friend yes I suppose I do. Blue stared at her friend at the morbid and albeit strange change of topic. How on earth would she let her know she was dead? It wasn't as if she could come back, was it? I will work on it, if you promise to tell the truth when you are upset rather than cover it up with optimism? Not that optimism is bad and it's one thing I love so very much about you. But i would like to take care of you too when I can. Blue had noticed a few times that Osprey had covered up her words, there had been a pause or she had changed the subject, and Blue did not want her friend to feel that she couldn't tell her anything.

She laughed out loud at the next part. You will cause all kinds of problems. What if I pretend to not know just so you stay? I imagine I need a little bit upheaval in my life all in good fun of course. And I will do the same I will haunt you...though I don't know if I can cause mayhem.