Deep in the heart of a never-knowing

Blue chuckled enjoying her friends honest nature. And the thought of Osprey kidnapping them and teaching them all sort of adventures, it sat well with the black furred healer. She herself would need to take her duties back a little bit at a time, and it would be nice ot have others to spend some time with the babes, so that they were not alone to much, when older.

Blue chuckled at the thought of dates, who would she have dates with, besides Lasher and even she did not know if that would last. They were not mates in the traditional sense, of course she loved him. How could she not, he had given her a wonderful gift, and he was an amazing wolf. However, he was also not Atticus, nor was he traditional. She imagined he would take new lovers, both male and female and she found this didn't bother her as much as it would have once upon a time. Who was she to chain him down, when he was a free spirit, she would take what she could get.

The next question caused her pause. I...well he told me he loved me. I told him I did too and I do. I just...i don't know Osprey. I can never love as much as I loved Atticus, isn't it terrible. I am in love with someone who is possibly dead. I do love Lasher though, and I will gladly keep him as a lover and a friend, but I think he is not traditional in the sense to have that title. If he wants it I will gladly take him as a mate, but I think he will prefer to have his freedom and that is fine as well. I will take what I can get I suppose. Does that make me strange?