Firestone Hot Springs Memories Fade

Blue chuckled at his eye roll. She curled her tail around her paws. Motherhood had changed her for sure. She knew this very well, it was hard sometimes to accept some of the changes. Other things had changed her, as well though.

Blue chuckled, she saw his irritation with Koda. And she didn't really blame him. I was hoping it was just irritation on that day. I will tell you though, that I do watch and listen. So if there is more of a problem, we will address it further. He didn't say so, but I am fairly certain he was not pleased I was there either, being pregnant and all. Koda had never treated her with any sort of disdain, before or after. So she had no reason to hold a grudge. And she sincerely hoped it was just that day. If he felt that way all the time that would be a shame.

Blue tilted her head, Well I told you that Pura is much more different than he has been. I do not think he is dangerous, but he is getting more solitary I guess is the word. Though he did take one of our orphans under his wing and train him, as did Saena. I forgot to tell you that. When we found Junior, we also found a small boy curled up between her legs. His name is Valtyr. We do not know where he's from, or his family. So he was ingrained into our own. Saena and Pura both look out for him.

Blue heard the next question and she chuckled a little bit. I don't believe she does, as a matter of fact her exact words to me. She furrowed her brow, trying to remember. We were talking about love, and Atticus. I told her how he affected me, and she said that it sounds like it is awful to be in love. I tried to tell her it is different for everyone, and some will not have the pain that I did. But well she hasn't exactly had the best views of love, from both of us Perry. I mean Atti left, Lasher and I love each other, but we are not mates and I have not stopped him from taking other lovers, nor will I ever. You and Hawkeye split, then you got fox, but you abandoned her family and the plateau in her mind. She is starting to forgive, but that is still back in her mind. So I just don't know. I hope she finds a love that encompasses everything, and if not at least a friendship like Lasher and I have, so she can have children if she wants them and she is leader.